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Monday, November 30, 2009

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 18:09:05 GMT

It's late night right now.
I need to work tomorrow, but why am i still awake?
I want to finish it. I want to show my full heart to you.
I hope u could appreciate what i've done.
Can u feel my heart? It said hello to you =)

Goodnight!

Good morning =))

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 15:09:07 GMT

生活杂味

如果说，你只能拥有一种味觉,你会选哪个？

原来，每个人都是贪心的，一种味觉永远都不会被满足。

喜欢的东西，味觉，食物，也会随着时间而改变。

曾经在那里看过这么一句话，当你发觉身边每个人都变了，你应该先检讨一下自己，是否是因为自己变了。

就像你在一辆车上，当在你旁边的那辆车在动时，你会一种错觉，感觉自己的车子在动。

原来，改变，真的可以是两三天的事。

有时候，很多的人，事，物，变了，就是变了。

没有人能够擦掉那个事实，只在乎你怎么看，怎么想，怎么反应。

有名无实的感觉，有点难受。

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:54:05 GMT

Random # Emo

Day after day, things do not appear to be going on smoothly.

Things just come towards me so accidentally, can i ask for a break.

I wanna hide myself, stay away from this place for a while.

I just don't understand why things tend to out of my control nowadays.

Life is so unexpected. It's like you will be leaving this world tomorrow but you still know nothing about it today.

Gals, friends, i will be away for quite some while. So please take note.

2010.

Again, asking myself whether it would be a great year to me.

Everything is great when u appreciate it.

Hopefully, it would be another starting point, to pursue my dream which is yet to be found.

My dream, would be a simple one, HAPPINESS.

A smile from heart. Smile from your heart.

It would be my first winter Xmas & New Year =)

Girls, Miss u all much! Need u gals to support me =)

Oh, I love you, endless time, i lose my mind because of you.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:24:30 GMT

不知所措

晴天霹雳，一件自己从来都不曾想过，从来都不曾怀疑过的事，发生了。

我知道，我是失败的那一方。

你写过的一字一句，深深烙印在心中，挥散不去。

很想知道，当下的那一刻，你懂自己在做什么吗？你做错了，作了一件很错很错的事。

你竟然控制不了自己，当下那一刻的感觉应该太强烈了吧，让人无法自拔。

我好想恨你，讨厌你。可是对不起，我办不到。

我以为自己可以很潇洒，挥挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

可是，我就是太依恋那片云彩，好舍不得。

502天，还没结束，因为还有第503天，要记得我们的约定。

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 23:04:19 GMT

一场雨，一场梦，惊醒了睡梦中的自己。

猛然发现，胡思乱想的自己是多么的愚蠢。

大雨过后，会是晴朗的天空，还会多了一道彩虹。

还有我，依然爱着那颗薄荷巧克力口味的糖！

好想念那个味道。

对不起，我爱你。

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 13:28:15 GMT

如果有一天
我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错

如果有一天
我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见

如果有一天
梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还会记得今天

如果有一天
我们都发觉
原来什么都可以
我们是否还会停留在这里

摘之《当你》

还记得当年，我超爱这首歌。在如果的背后，原来是这么甜的。
而我每次的如果，都是那么的苦。

好多的如果，如果的背后，往往都已经有了答案。

有时候，也许是太小心翼翼了，造成了人与人之间组起了围墙。
你，我，他，大家心里想的都不一样。

有时候，发现身边的一切，原来跟自己想象差太远，太辛酸了。
那种感觉，对双鱼座来说，太残忍了。

我能够祈求另一种口味的糖吗？

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 12:06:21 GMT

还记得曾几何时，有个人告诉我关于糖果的道理。

当时的自己，很爱那个原理。

生活中很多的事，都不一定在我们的掌控中。

不如意之事十之八九，渺小如我，又能改变什么。

意志高昂时总认为万事能行，意志消沉时觉得快窒息。

糖果啊，那个小孩不爱。

乖小孩总是得到他想要的吗？

闹脾气的小孩总是一无所有吗？

得到了，就代表拥有吗？

拥有了，就是永远吗？

曾经说过的永远，就不会变吗？

不会变质的，就是我在说的那颗糖果吗？还是获得糖果当下那一刻的喜悦？

一个接一个的问题，每个人的答案都不一样。

每个人对糖果的定义都不一样。

但愿你心中的那颗糖果，不会是闹着哭得来的。

好想抛开一切，好想离开一会儿。有点难受！

Monday, November 09, 2009

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 13:05:12 GMT

It was a tiring weekend.

I remember i was so sleepy, was so tired.

I remember that i spent much, so much till i couldn't remember the exact amount.

I don't even know why am i blogging now.

It's a special day today.

It have been 489 days = 16 months. Do u still remember about it?

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 13:56:54 GMT

没完没了的忙碌

这几个星期，真的忙得没完没了。

那种感觉，让人又爱又恨。

充实，是很好。过分充实，让人很疲惫，好想放弃。

今天，终于完成了一大部分，不必再每天长途奔波。

一直都在问自己，现在所作的一切，到底为了什么？

我想，应该是为了那份成就感，还有肩上的责任吧。

期待着个周末！好想家。。

也好想你哦~

Friday, October 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 15:39:51 GMT

It's already friday. Friday always makes me feel relaxed & yet excited. But this Friday is totally differennt. I have so many things to do yet still the same 24 hours a day. Time is definitely an important factor. Efficiency is the key.

Can u imagine how tired i am? No, i don't think u can. Most people was amazed and dumbfounded when they heard about my daily routine. Wake up at 6+am, then revising P6, going out at 745am, reach Tampines at 845am, reach client's place at 9+am. Then started my work, lunch at 1am, going back at 6+pm, reach home at 7+pm. At night, another round of studying, then working, sleep at 12+am. Amazing right? i fell asleep in front of my laptop yesterday. I really feel very tired. I need a rest. Enjoy this weekend =)

Hope to finish the current job allocation ASAP. I'm going to stocktake tomorrow, it's a brand new experience =) Looking forward for future job allocation in China. It sounds great and fun.

I miss you.

It's impossible to satisfy everyone. Be good to everyone, will it turn to be cruel to yourself. It's just so tired to keep eveyone around you satisfied.

It's time to sleep, Goodnight everyone =))